PHUA WEIFENG

Run Run Run

2011-04-25T01:59:00.006+08:00

Ran 3x good round of campus! Shiok! but Tmr is gonna be a day of suffering from the achin :(
Haha. But since I cannot shuffle everyday, I can "EVERYDAY I'M RUNNING!" OHYA. and also "EVERYDAY I'M STUDYING!"
hmmx. lets pray hard for my report, my upcoming exams and presentation. Finally my SUNDOWN! :) Weifeng JIAYOU ehs! Gambate~!!!

Not in the mood

2011-04-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today I'm not in the mood.. hais.. BUT maybe this will help.. cos im not suppose to post anything emo again in my blog!!! So I must tell myself, Weifeng! Xiaofeng!! Jiayou!!! I need to be happy and less emo liao. No matter what is it that is affecting me!!! :) Smile!!! I must not emo today.. or any other day.. try my best to stay happy.. ppl.. please jus remind me!! :)

Relationships

2011-04-12T02:08:00.003+08:00

Relationships -of all kinds, are like sand held in hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

Sweet Dreams :)

2011-04-11T01:45:00.007+08:00

Don't ever give up when you are down.

It doesn't matter if you fall many times.

Just remember that each time you fall,

I will never let you reach the ground.

Trust me, I will always be around.

2XU Run!

2011-04-11T01:01:00.013+08:00

Name : Phua Weifeng

Bid no : 1612

Nett Time : 00:57:37

Rank : 300 of 5411

Cars

2011-04-08T01:44:00.003+08:00

GTR - My Favourite :)

Cute and cool! :)

Pisces - Me! :)

2011-04-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

Believe in horoscope? I don't know. haha. Jus a random post :)

Stars Day 1

2011-04-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmx.. didn't achieve any stars for today. 10 stars and I've got 3 le! :) yay! Must think positive and be optimistic. It's only 7 more stars to go! :) Jiayou Weifeng!!!

3 Shooting Stars :)

Emo-ing No more!!! Please!!!

2011-04-04T20:39:00.005+08:00

Ok. I believe there are too many emo entries and too much stress entries in this blog for the past few years. It's time to remove this from my life! Before i go crazy and becoming the unbecoming me. From the next post onwards, it should be something happy or motivational. Weifeng! Please! :)

2011-03-31T01:53:00.000+08:00

It's not how good you are. It's how good you want to be that matters. - Paul Arden

2011-03-30T03:23:00.002+08:00

... ... ... ... ... I've been thinkin alot... ... ... ... ... Am I making things worse... ... ... ... or am I turning things around and hope to amend it back to the past? Sometimes I just feel, my help just make things worsen and my help is jus annoying. Minor problems turning into Serious problems, maybe it's me whom make a BIG-HOO-HAA about it. Maybe things wasn't that bad but I thought it was. End up I'm the one who mess things up. Things could have been the same if I don't voice out, as a saying in army:" Act blur, look steam, live longer!" I should have done that and probably no one will do anything bout it and things might be the same. Sometimes, I'm just too "Kaypoh". Hais..

Come and go

2011-03-23T04:29:00.005+08:00

Things doesn't always stay as what it is. It will evolve and change as time goes by, be it fast or slow. But I didn't expect things to turn into such ugly stage that fast. We were still planning ahead and future, yet knowing it is not going to last as things had changed. I thought I have found it, yet it is another mistake. Now that decision lies on me, should I go or should I not? :(

Friends

2011-03-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

I believe many people do rank their friends, from best frens to hi-bye frens. But what if I tell you, in my life, there are only 3 groups of frens, "hi-bye frens", "frens" and "close frens". I shall not touch on hi-bye frens since everyone should know bout it la.

What is the difference between frens and close frens. Frens are whom I will regard as fren cause I don't know them well. However if frens ask a favour or help, I will try to help if possible. Close frens are whom I will also help, but the chances of me rejecting them is near to 0. I can sacrifice near to anything for them. I cherish my close frens alot. Maybe something I would neglect them, I will try not to fail them whenever a favor is asked.

I'm not sure how many people agrees with me here. Maybe people think that I'm just bullshitting. However, I'm jus trying to be me.

Force

2011-03-20T16:23:00.004+08:00

When we were young, our parents send us to primary school, they forced us to study, We understand the reason behind. When I'm in secondary school, same thing happen, all singaporean kids will just have to go thru this 10years of studies atleast. When I'm 17, I'm lost. I don't know how because I couldn't follow onto the normal route like others, getting into a Junior College. The future is open now for me to choose, yet i did not make a choice but to follow the crowd. Ended up in ngee ann poly Electronic and Computer Engineering. I wasn't clear what is this course about and went in blindly. There goes 3 years and I graduated without knowing how did i do it. This is Singapore, route is planned properly for every kid. Army is jus another route planned by government. 2 years gone in army and I got a seat in NTU's Electrical and Electronic Engineering. Knowing that is not what I want, but every parents in Singapore just think that Degree is an important paper for every kid, a key to the future. Past 22years been following things that planned for me nicely but now i've reach the limit. I know I need this cert but yet I've no interest in it. If I'm allow to travel thru time, I would want to travel to before poly and re-choose a course that atleast I'm interested in. But that will never happen. So should I continue in NTU and maybe in future, I would write a post like this, hoping to have time machine again. Or should I go for something I really want and maybe still will regret and need a time machine? Life? Hais!

Pressure, Stress not!

2011-03-11T03:03:00.002+08:00

I've been stressed by school work since uni started. Project work, studies, results and etc had stressed me all the way. I always had this thinking that I was pressured by my parents, having high hopes on me to graduate and get a cert. However, come to think of it, all the pressure I had, was from me and myself. I've been giving myself too much stress and not anyone else. Others expects me to do only certain things, yet i want to reach some point where i can't reach. I don't really know my limit and over push it. It is just me. The sudden thought came in about the pressure wasn't from my parents is due to a certain event happen. My dad and mum said:" How's ur studies? if it is not doing good, jus try ur best and don't force or over pressure urself." I felt that they can tell that I'm over-stressed by schoolworks. Having them said that, I'm now more relieve since they are not expecting too much from me, but I shall continue and try to my very best to graduate from NTU. Wish myself all the best! :)

Inter hall games

2011-01-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

My first time! A $1000+ equipment on me!!! A goalkeeper with full battle order.. haha.. This is my first time playing hockey goalie, it's so fun and cool.. We had our first match at 8.30am.. although the whole game lasted a round 20+ mins. It was a great experience for me. For the first match, although our team were controlling the whole game, the opponent got their chance to attack for 2 times! I got lucky and the guy fell down due to wet ground and another time the guy took a shot.. but unfortunately for them, it hit the pole! Luck did not jus stop there, u will know why when i talk about the thrid match.

I was some how quite disappointed for our second match as the whole team fought well but i had let them down. The whole match was a draw, thus it ended up in a penalty shoot out. I was quite stress at that time, as opponent goalie is our school team goalie. First shot by edwin was great, manage to get into the goal! Next will be me doing a save, but due to lack of experience, i did manage to touch on the ball, still the ball went into goal. 3rd and 4th shot from us and opponent, went off wide! As said, he is a pro goalie, so nothing but a save for the 5th goal and finally the last goal! I tot it was a save by me, a lack of experience again let the ball went in. My way of saving it wasn't firm and at an angle, it rebound into the goal. If I had saved it, the team would not have to played the 3rd game and could have left at 1230!! So disappointed.

Third match at 6pm, we were playing against the same team we played with in the 1st match. Although we win them once, we should not be complacent. As expected, they had a new tactic against us. For the whole of last match, although our team was controlling the game, we could not score any goal. They were playing defensive against us. I felt they were more prepared than the 1st match. It went on for the whole 20mins and just like the 2nd match, it went on to a penatly shootout. Ok, I was quite shock, the IVP goalie came and taught me some tips on saving the penalty, glad to hear from him and learnt from him. Now we got to shoot 1st and edwin nv disappoint us, a nice and strong shot! 2nd shot from opponent, it was jus to corner for me to save it. Therefore i did not react. I barely even move to try. 3rd shot from us went off wide. 4th shot from opponent was light, but still i have to dive down to save it with my hockey stick. I was lucky as the shot was light, in order for me to react. Now the score is equalise. 1-1. Next shot from our captain, he's our captain and of cos the shot went in. Last shot, if this shot goes in, the penalty will jus continue and if i block the shot or the shot went off wide, we will go through to quarter final. An important moment now, can i bring the team to proceed on? I was nervous, like i said before, luck with us, and the shot went off to be a light one again and i manage to save it! We were lucky to go through. Although we were using luck, we were still happy that we have made it through. Just like world cup, we all crowd together to celebrate and all cheered!! :D

I was so happy happy happy!!! lol. Anw, hav to thanks to captain and Kian lin. They are the one that had asked me to play for them as goalie. To give me a chance to be in the team and go thru to quarter final. I have to thank the IVP goalie and edwin to teach me so much about hockey. Ok, this is not the end of it, hope to report more on our match and make it to FINAL!!! :)
Go Hall XVI! FTW

Don't understand

2011-01-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

2011 le.. suppose to have new year resolution and all but I'm pondering on this questions.. I look thru my contact list, facebook and even friendster and realise I've got lots of "friends." hmmx.. but who are those that I am still contacting and how many of them? How about how many still contact me? Are they still consider as a friend? Maybe they are but a hi-bye friend.

Thinking about it, here's another one. I call u bro, u call me bro but how many bro i treat as bro or how many bro treat me as a bro? So many questions that i brought from 2010 to 2011.. I used to think that calling someone "bro", I treat them as best-est friends that I will die for, live for and sacrifice for. We enjoy together and suffer together, helping one another when needed and sharing joy when one is happy. But now, "bro" is jus another way to say hi, hello, hey or should I say "acting close to someone"?

I dislike this acting of closeness but I like this if it is a true closeness, because you know you got a group of brother who truely u can rely on when u need them. However, I don't know how many of them are true. 1 thing I know, as a bro, 1 should not hide something or lie to another, because we should trust each other. The trust and bro is broken the minute when someone lie. It means that someone is jus not trustworthy. Why shoud one lie to another when they are bro? U mean u don't trust him? And if u don't trust him, then why acknowledge him as bro? LAME? Just some random thoughts and questions.

Anyway, anyone who are reading this, if u wanna ask if I'm alright or why I emo-ing, 1st ask yourself this questions, why do u wanna ask if I'm alright? Concern? Care? or jus ask for the sake of askin because u think u are my bro???

~Searching~

2010-12-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

Look in the cupboard, is not there. Look under the bed, there's nothing. Asked my friend,they said they did not see it. Wandering what I'm searching for? yahz.. Searching for an answer to my question and the question is the purpose in life. For the past 22 years, I've been following the path that was planned by my parents. Kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, polytechnic and now university. It's not really a plan from my parents but a basic plan for a Singaporean child. So Hi! whoever is there reading this, is the purpose in life about studying -> degree -> job -> family -> aging -> die?

How? I don't know what and where should I be heading towards. What is my future like and what am i working for, and towards what? I'm so confuse!!! I'm like studying aimlessly, working towards nothing. I just feel like I'm at a cross junction or a split routes where I don't know which way to go? Every way seem to be ended up at the same place which would be wrong. I'm so lost.

Reflection

2010-12-13T13:07:00.004+08:00

After taking 2 papers in NTU, I've realised and learnt that studying is never enough in UNI. Not only saying about more practices needed, but I need to make sure everything sink into me. While reading through the notes and doing tutorials, I do understand what is happening and even when I don't, I will find out why. But 1 problem with this, I cannot memorise or remember. However, I thought it was enough since I understand it, but I was wrong! In order to memorise and make it sink into me, I need alot and alot of practices and this practices is never enough until the day I day. Even when I thought I have enough of studying, I shouldn't stop practicing, because in UNI, studying is never enough and there is no end towards revision.

Studying is similar to maintaining fitness. I will need a constant training in order to do well. An example would be Standard Chartered marathon. I knew I will be running 42.195km and I've set an aim to complete the run in 4hr 30mins. In order to meet my goal for the run, I've been training everyweek for it. Although I did a 4hr and 35mins run in the end, atleast it wasn't too far from what I've aimed. This is due to constant training that I had. So for studying, I will need to do the same things but in order to do the same, I will need to sacrifice with lots of time into it.

I will need to learn and prioritise my time and stuff. I need to constantly ask myself, "which is more important?" It's either I suffer for this 3 years or suffer for rest of my life. I will need to do up a plan soon. A GOAL & A PLACE THAT I WANT TO BE 3 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD!

In NTU. FTW

2010-11-15T02:27:00.004+08:00

OMG! 1 more month and it will be exams soon. I'm trying hard and struggling to survive in NTU and now is going to exam soon. Hope everything I've been studying don't go into waste and from now on, I'll have to work doubly hard. I must control my addiction to soccer, drama, facebook and others irrelevant to EEE stuff for the next 1 month. Hopefully I will have the discipline to do it and all the best to everyone out there taking exams. :)
Weifeng & Friends FTW!

Inter-Hall Games is coming too. I've been training for soccer and road relay for the past 1 month or so. Although our hall soccer got defeated badly in a friendly match during last wednesday, I still believe, if our team train up from now, we will still be able to make it. Anyway, it doesn't matter if we get first or last, soccer is always about the bonding of the friendship and the FUN! Next, road relay was tough as I'm 1 of the weakest runner. However, I've been trying to catch up the pace of the other runners and try not to drag the team down. As there are many good runners, I've been expecting to be reserve for the team only. It is ok for me though because I can just treat it as a training for my upcoming Standard Chartered Marathon. Hmmx. although I said winning is not important, I still hope that I can win something for the hall. :)
Hall 16 FTW!

It has been a long time since I meet my friends. Hi friends out there, if you are reading this, I'm sorry that I've been MIA for a long time. Hope that you guys understand that I'm really busy with my studies and hall activities. Once after exam, I will make time for everyone and enjoy with every of my friends out there! I will make full use of my holidays to relax and destress myelf before the next "war"(semester). :)
Brothers & Sisters FTW!

Hall 16, your faith, our might, we march as one?

2010-10-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

Are we marching as one? Where's the might and our faith?

Did the committee meant that with the committee's might, they believe that our faith is to follow what the committee wants without considering what the resident want? Marching as one mean to follow to wherever the committee wants to go?

During the rally, I believe that i heard people from the committee telling us that they will serve the residents better and do better than previous. I believed them initially, but not anymore after their series of disappointment.

1stly, my friends ordered the hall t-shirt from them but he has yet to collect it or even heard any news about it after so long. If they are talking about better service, isn't service suppose to link to efficiency? I can't see any efficiency here.

2ndly, residential affair just went around the whole hall to collect $10, that is very nice of them instead of asking us to pay it at some counter. That is what i call service. BUT! When the committee thought of collecting the money, did they consider about how and what the residence feel? Did they discuss it with the residence or atleast do some survey to get statistic of what the residence prefer? NO! Out of a sudden, they just knock on my door and asked me to fill in some particulars and also to pay the $10. There is no advance notice, neither did anyone inform me about it. Without notices and without considering the residence's thinking, they refered themselves as better service and will spare a thoughts for the residence?

3rdly, I asked the R.Affair Director, what if we've our own activities and always miss out on the block supper and birthday treat, am I paying it just for the Exam Welfare Package? Why cant they collect money when nearing the event and collect it from those who wants to go? The reply was, can we imagine, everytime there is a block supper or birthday treat, they will have to ask everyone to go down to pay if they want to participate in that event. She said that residence will have the mentality that it is so troublesome to pay, they rather not go, which end up, there will be very few participating in the event. From this, are you telling me that in order to let the event to run with high attendance, you are forcing residence to pay, so that they will have the mentality of they will have to go since they had paid for it. Is this considering for the residence? If they want to provide a better service, why cant they put up notice and go knock from door to door and ask if they want to join the particular event, whenever there's an event. I know it is troublesome as what R.Affair Director told me. But that is what I call GOOD SERVICE and so to lighten up your trouble, we sacrifice the residence's rights of choosing if they want to go to some particular event.

Lastly, if the committee continues to do things their way, people will lose faith, the committee will then lose their might and HALL 16 WILL NOT MARCH AS ONE!

ABC Back to school!

2010-09-03T19:21:00.014+08:00

From Yes Sir No Sir... back to ABC...XYZ

Hmmx.. 've been a long time since i blog.. doubt anyone is reading it le.. haha.. but I'll still blog :)

Yeah! Finally left the regimental society and back to my normal life and back to my studies. Within this few months, there had been lots of things happened, Sad, happy, tense and enjoyable moments. Shall skip all the tense and unhappy moments and lets start with what we have miss out.

Enjoyable moments at sentosa. The week right after I ORD, I went sentosa with my secondary school friends, sort of a mini gathering with them. 1st stop was wave house but I did not play that, instead, I took videos and picture of them playing. A temporary photographer. :) Look quite fun but I still don't feel it is worth the money, thus I'm not in for that. After wave house, of cos is our favourite, SILOSO BEACH! We played Frisbee, soccer and volleyball. Cool, fun & shiok. They said I'm damn enthu playing, just because I kept running. Haha. Maybe I'm just too high and just love running. lol. Had loads of fun there. Ohya. Most importantly, we saw a hot caucasian lady and played volleyball with her. She's real good with her skill. Chio! LOL. Unfortunately, We lost even thought she's in our team. Probably we got distracted by her nice body. Haha. okies. It was nice to meet my secondary school friends after so long especially those whom I seldom meet and some of them are even my primary school friends.

Next, jolly time I had through out my hall camp with my Orientation Group (OG), although I was very quiet through out. My OG's name is Jackman (Wolverine). Hmmx. It's my first camp since I left school. There's lot of diffrent and weird game, from scary to dirty and dirty to funny. 1st night of the camp was the fright night. It was a rather short one but scary, though I know it's fake. We never know it's real or fake though as it's hungry ghost festival. No matter what, I went through it le. Thrilling!

Main aim for the camp on 2nd day, to make us all dirty and smell like rubbish. Jump into maggie pool, paint a painting with our body parts, playing childhood game with water, paint and flour splashing on you. All this are just the appetizers, main course is the worst shit ever, known as the initiation night! We were blind folded and were brought around the camp to do all task without removing our blindfold. Task is equal to fall on a mattress with paint and soya sauce. Q&A session, but it doesn't matter if you got it right or wrong because you will still get all kind of sauce you can think of, to be pour on you. More task like using your hands and take out some stuff from toilet bowl and brush on your head and also washing your hair with newest shampoo in town. It's available in all supermarket and is cheap, BBQ sauce. I name the night as human marinating session.

Next, Amazing race day, went around Singapore from Sembawang to ChuaChuKang to Marina Bay Sand to Sentosa, from running around shopping mall to counting of cows to acting like an idiot to act in a play. Ohya, we also had a game of laser quest at sembawang park. So fun, just like in war. Despite of losing the game, our team's morale is still high. So as to save time, we learnt alot more cheers since we were the last team to move out. Amzingly and just like the name of the game(amazing race), our team caught up with other 2 team and almost came in second, but we did not as we decide to share the 3rd and 4th position with Shahkahn (other OG). After a long day of amazing race, the day ended up with SP night and my secret partner's name is Mikaela and I'm Sam Witwicky. I was expecting to be quite boring as I don't know what to talk to her, but luckily everything went well and we manage to know each other better. And of cos, I had a sweet night and dream! =D Haha.

Follow up with water games in Sentosa for the 4th day. Since it's wet games day, of cos there will be people get dunk into the sea. For this particular day, our OG was quite strong, we won almost every game including scissors,paper,stone. We had lots of luck that day and finally almost everything and anything went our way! :D Even the cluedo! NICE 1 JACKMAN!

Last and final day of the camp, finally I could see who is my SP, was so excited. Ok, before I can guess who is she, I'll have to earn my chance by performing or do stuff that the girl think is acceptable. I've got no talent but I'm Sam Witwicky, so i acted like a car which then transform. Haha. and surprisingly it works! But my 1st try was wrong or should I say she lied. But she's not to be blame as she was told to do so. Anyway I still got her after several transform, not only entertaining her but also entertaining the rest of the girls and group leaders. It was so funny but just too bad that I cant see it as I'm the one doing. LOL. After guessing the right girl, we headed to Vivo city for games. We were given a list of task and we were suppose to complete it within 3hrs. Through out the game, we had lots of fun. We joined Ivan and Yiwen to complete all the task. We did all the stupid stuff like cross dressing, catching of soft toys and playing around in Toy'r'us. Oh the sad part, we wanted to get tamaguchi for ourselves but too expensive and we bought the wrong one. And the Happiest moment was when we did the last try to catch the soft toy and we manage to catch it! Last part of the whole camp, we ended up at home club where we had dinner and enjoy performance like live band by lynette and her group and games, simply a closing ceremony. All good things will come to an end, same for this camp and my dear Jackmans. This surely is an unforgettable camp and will always be in my memories forever.

Pre-ORD Quotes!

2010-07-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

Always bear in mind that your own resolution to success
is more important than any other one thing.
- Abraham Lincoln

Many of life's failures
are people who did not realise how close they were to success when they gave up.
- Thomas A. Edison

A diamond with a flaw is better than a common stone that is perfect.
- Chinese Proverb

We are told that talent creates its own opportunities.
But it sometimes seems that intense desire creates not only its own opportunities,
but its own talents.
- Anonymous

Whatever you vividly imagine,
Ardently desire,
Sincerely believe,
And enthusiastically act upon...
must inevitably come to pass!
- Paul J.Meyer

He who takes medicine and neglects to diet wastes the skill of his doctors.
- Chinese Proverb

Never lok down on anybody unless you're helping them up.
- The Reverend Jesse Jackson, American civil rights leader

The pessimist sees difficultly in every opportunity.
The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.
- Winston Churchill

If your ship doesn't come in,
Swim out to it.
- Jonathan Winters

To dare is to lose one's footing momentarily.
To not dare is to lose oneself.
- Soren Kierkegaard

Never discourage anyone...
Who continually makes progress,
No matter how slow.
- Plato

If there is no struggle,
There is no progress.
A better way out is to find ways enjoy the struggle and the progress will happen effortlessly.
- Frederick Douglass

Use what talent you possess:
The woods would be very silent if no birds sang escept those that sang best.
- Henry Van Dyke

One man gives freely,
Yet gains even more;
another withholds unduly,
but ends up improverished.
- Proverbs 11:24

Saturday's quote!

2010-07-17T17:09:00.002+08:00

The only truly happy man is always a fighting optimist.
Optimism includes not only altruism but also social responsibility,
social courage and objectivity.
- W.B

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare,
It is because we do not dare that they are difficult.
- Seneca

Our greatest glory is not in never failing,
but in rising up every time we fail.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

The toughest part of getting to the top of the ladder,
Is getting through the crowd at the bottom.
- Anonymous

To reach a port we must sail,
Sometimes with the wind and sometimes against it.
But we must not drift or lie at anchor.
- Oliver Wendell Holmes

Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
- John Quincy Adams

To accomplish great things,
We must not only act,
but also dream;
not only plan,
but also believe.
- Anatole France

I am not discouraged,
because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward.
- Thomas A. Edison

The basis of self-discipline:
Don't allow the edges to blur.
- Michael Johnson

As strong as my legs are,
It is my mind that has made me a champion.
- Michael Johnson

Don't ask for a light load,
but rather ack for a strong back.
- Anonymous

Difficulties are meant to rouse,
not discourage.
The human spirit is to grow strong by conflict.
- William Ellery Channing

3SG Weifeng Converting To MR. Weifeng

2010-07-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

Time flies. It seems like ytd i was enlisting, standing at the ferry terminal, heading to Tekong. Next moment, I'm left with 25 days before getting my long lost friend, PINK IC! 1 year 10months isn't that long after all. Went thru the toughest training, met friends whom really care and push me to my best, superior who support and take care of me, man who assist and help me alot. Thank you to you guys! Appreciate it alot!

Misses the training days which my buddies and I suffered thru together, the punishments, distance we went and all. All my training, includes from basic to specialties. Especially days in Sispec, our whole section suffered and enjoy together. Remember the time when lights off and yet we were still up, eating tibits and talking about our troubles. Strong bonding was build there. But somehow, things went wrong for me and my buddy after we went our own path, a 180 deg turn. However, think back, the day I saw you again at hougang mall, I feel things should not have gone that way. Just hope everything will get back to normal soon.

Hmmx.. for those out there, thinking that 2 years of army is a waste of time. C'mon! It is waste of time only when you determine it is. If you think is not waste of time, then it will not because to me, I learnt alot during this 1yr 10 mths. I learnt to endure and overcome all the odds. Any problem I face, I will have to deal with it and not to run away. Even when I could not dealt with, I wouldn't be the only 1 facing it. There will be buddies, man and superiors there to support you. I learnt to lead a team and to work in a team rather than alone. We can get things done much faster and more effective with more man power. I also learnt how to train myself and keep myself physically fit. Like my superior always said, which organisation will pay you to keep yourself fit? The answer it obvious, SAF. It was so effective that it helps someone whom never like running to fall in love in running and now he is joining marathons and those long runs. It also make someone whom never pass NAPFA in primary and secondary school to get a gold for his IPPT during his service.

To me, I feel that there will never be a time where people are wasting their time, so long they don't stone, day dream and stay put at somewhere, doing nothing. So long you are doing something, you will not be wasting time because you will surely gain something out of it. Don't only talk about money or assets, but is the experience and knowledge that we gain. A robber or burglar can rob/steal your money and assets, but no one will ever be able to rob/steal your experience and knowledge you gain.

Finally, I wanna say " ORD OH!"

Espanyol's Quotes!

2010-07-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Success is the sum of small efforts,
Repeated day in and day out.
- Robert Collier

Strive not to be a success,
but rather to be of value.
- Albert Einstein

It's not knowing what to do,
It's doing what you know.
- Anthony Robbins

We have no more rights to consume happiness without producing it than to consume wealth without producing it.
- George Bernard Shaw

Life's greatest accomplishments are those that atfirst seem impossible.
- unknown

Success is not measured by your accomplishments,
But by the opposition you have encountered,
and the courage you have maintained in struggling against all odds.
- Anonymous

Success is always to be found on the other side of fear.
- unknown

kids don't lack capacity,
onlyteachers.
- Jim Rohn

The door to a balanced success opens widest on the hinges of hope and encouragement.
- Zig Ziglar

Give your dreams all you've got and you'll be amazed at the energy that comes out of you.
- William James

Life?

2010-06-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hais~ Life isn't smooth these days.
Friendship gone, image of future blur, stress in camp and etc etc.
Why stress in camp when i'm going ORD. That's it. I cannot take the stress le.
People envy me not doing duty, see me as nothing to do in camp, just walk around like no one business. That is the surface of my job. So what if the appointment is something, the pay and rank is not there. The only thing that is there, it's my responsibilities. It is so much that I cant take it. Other than the responsibilities, the trouble and problems created by some of them, I've to handle it. Despite of the 1000 reminders, yet mistakes and trouble was repeated over and over again. Why do I have to face all this? Everytime I've to think for all your welfare and solve your problems, but who had ever think for me? hais. 1 more month!

Image of future is so blur, where and which should be my path? My dream is to take over and expand my dad's business yet i'm studying something that got no link to that. My thinking is to withdraw from EEE and apply for business management. So i could learn skills from my parents while waiting for school starts and after graduate, could manage my dad's business. BUT! my parents only want me to go into local uni. Study whatever i'm offered and try my best. hais. what should i do? continus persue my EEE? or can i still take over my dad's business after graduating from EEE?

Friendship gone? Forever? or for temporary? I duno, but only time will tell. Still i remember this that you told me since last year. You were telling me not to forget your bday this year since I wished a belated 1 on your 21st bday. I can never return to the past to wish you but atleast, I'm not going to forget this saturday. Hopefully things will get better.

World cup quotes!!!

2010-06-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

It is the fight alone that pleases us,
not the victory.
- Blaise Pascal

It is not enough to fight.
It is the spirit which we bring to the fight that decides the issue.
It is morale that wins the victory.
- General George Marshall

The past is a ghost,
The future is a dream,
and all we ever have is now.
- Bill Cosby

The end of wisdom is to dream high enough to lose the dream in the seeking of it.
- Wiliam Faulkner

Many people always ask me about what is the secret to success.
The secret is there is no secret.
It's the basics - Blocking and tackling.
- Chris Gardner

No patience,
no wisdom.
No discipline,
no freedom!
- Codrut Magheru

Qouters!

2010-06-12T12:20:00.002+08:00

Regret for wasted time is more wasted time.
- Mason Cooley

Without love,
Faith bears no good fruit.
- Codrut Magheru

Without discipline,
Life can be very risky.
- Codrut Magheru

Life is not about wat you've gained,
but what you've done with it.
- Wong Ka-Kui (1962-1993)

Wisdom, cannot be bought.
It can only be earned.
- Codrut Magheru

Awaiting for your return... :(

2010-06-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

A rare experience!

2010-06-03T17:15:00.002+08:00

Pardon me if i forgot about things that happen recently or what i had promised. I'm really sorry if i do so because I've injured and had a temporary amnesia after soccer training. A rather rare and cool experience. haha. But very uncomfortable as you can imagine, I forgot everthing that happen pass 2 days. I don't know how did i end up in hospital, I don't know that I've got 2 new specialist that coming to take over me, I forgot I'm planning for gathering and stuff. Scary for me.

I was told that i've got injured during soccer training, yet I cant remember a single thing hat happen. Even if I've some blur memories of what I've gone thru pass 2 days, the image formed were all just seem to be like a dream. Although god took away some of my memories, I'm glad that I still remember everyone in my life, my friends and my love ones! Probably it is time for me to get a new hard disk for my brain. haha no more space for new memory. Or should i erase ugly and unpleasant memories, so I could invite new and beautiful memories into me. =)

Lastly, What if I've forgotten you? Will you still be there for me?

Hope this will help me for the next 6 days of mind games

2010-06-01T22:32:00.005+08:00

God created everything for good reasons and devil took everything that created by god, modify it to something negative to hurt others. e.g. medicine pills, use for curing and recovering from illness but when overdosage, ends up to be drug and harmful. God also created the word think. Why are we taught to think? Because god want us to find solution and answer to problems, thinking positively, so to make us happy, yet devil modify it in a way that some people think too much, end up thinking lots of negative and demoralise stuff. E.g. When god want us to think how should i improve to prevent it from happening again or to win it, devil modifies it in a way that we'll think why did i let this happen and now i'm gonna lose it, which demoralise us. However, whatever god and devil created, the destiny and fate lie in ourselves, we choose the path we want to go.

A sudden thought that came into my mind after thinking of so much negative stuff the whole day. Why am I always thinking negatively and hiding from the war. Lets see this example, when I'm in a soccer game. After i conceded a 1-0 to opponent, I will be thinking why did I concede the goal? If I've not conceded that goal, it would be easier and we could have win. Why is this thinking in my mind. The thinking that I should have is I've conceded a goal, it had happen, there is nothing I can do, but for now, I should learn from it to prevent another goal to get in, so that we can win this. How should I do to prevent same thing from happen? This should be the thinking that I should adopt. Instead of thinking "I would not concede this goal if I had done this", I should be thinking "I should do this to prevent any other goals coming in" With this thinking, I would have felt better, rather than blaming it to myself.

So for now, I should not be thinking negatively. I should be thinking what should I do, to win this battle. How am I suppose to prove I'm better and stronger. What is my next step to fight the battle. Thinking positively is the first step for me. Other than thinking positively, we need action. Without action, no work is being done. Others wouldn't know what you are thinking if you don't do something. By doing work(action), people then can see the effort you put in.

Conclusion : Thinking positively, planning and execute it with action is what I should be doing now and not other useless negative thinking which can't help my situation now. Start moving and less worries.

=(

2010-05-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today,
Rocker can't rock today. moodless :(

Si hui's Birthday quotes!

2010-05-30T15:18:00.002+08:00

Continuous effort along with faith and determination are the keys to unlocking our potential energy.
- Daniel Goh

On Selling:
Treat objections as request for further information.
- Brian Tracy

It doesn't matter how you hold the fork.
What really matters is how much you eat with that fork.
- Leong Cing

On Earth:
All things that appear must disappear.
Anything that coes into existence must return into in-existence.
Nothing can remain i the present form.
- Anonymous

Live life as if there is no tomorrow.
But live tommorow like it is heaven on earth.
- Allison

You'll never achieve your dreams if they don't become goals.
- Anonymous

Happy Birthday to our Si hui! :)
Always pretty ever!!
- From all of us

The Sihui's Quotes!!! Thanks!!!

2010-05-22T12:57:00.004+08:00

You must not play too often with your opponent,
or he'll learn your strategy and eventually defeat you.
- Codrut Magheru

It's aptitute more than your attitude that decides your ultimate altitude.
- Farhan

You are what you let yourself be.
You always have a choice.
- Jennifer

The best place to improve the worlds condition is thefirst in ones own mind and body.
- Codrut Magheru

There are just two important words for having a happy or misery filled life.
The two words are I do.
- Fredelyn Borbon

For every obstacle down means an experience gained.
For every failure admitted, defeat conceded means a lesson learn.
- Thung Yi Tian

Your dreams are there for you to chase,
not for you to dream about.
- Kuki

Taipei's Quotes

2010-05-15T04:06:00.002+08:00

When you are down,
you are the first and only person that can fully help yourself;
for others don't have the duty and responsibility to help you,
after all.
- Unknown

Life is never meaningless,
because for everything you do there will be a goal,
an effect,
a consequence.
These endings help us to understand things at the end.
- Anonymous

Naysayers are hitch hikers that detour your journey to success.
Drive past them!
- Kate Nasser

Sometimes it is better not to tell than to hear criticism.
It is better not to share than to take all the pressure.
It is better to risk it alone than to worry.
- No Name

Defeat may serve as well as victory to shake the soul and let the glory out.
- Edwin Markham

Seek your own god.
Create your own health.
Fill your own love.
Find your own freedom.
You are worthy.
You are on a pathway to inner enlightenment.
- Louise Hay

If you are not honest with yourself,
you will encounter many problems.
- Codrut magheru

It is difficult to live in the present,
ridiculous to live in the future,
and impossible to live in the past.
Nothing is as far away as one minute ago.
- J Bishop

Thailand - Phuket - Patong!!! ROCKER~~!!!!

2010-05-05T21:49:00.006+08:00

Around 6+pm at the airport with Melissa and her mum, waiting for our dear sister, joanna, to appear. Finally she appeared at around 8pm. 3 of us was so excited, same time tired as we're flying after work, especially jo, the workaholic! haha. As there's nothing much to do in the plane, I-touch was my only entertainment. Once we reach phuket's international airport, there are lots of "tour promoters" approaches us to offer us different package of tour in phuket. Funny thing, we tried bargain but yet they don't wan the offer only until when we left, they shouted last price and best price for us... a 1200baht tour with free lift to hotel goes down to 800 for us... but we decided to just use 600baht to go to hotel. Nothing much for our 1st night.

Day 2 (Part 1) ~ We woke up quite early for the hotel's breakfast. It was so so only, but should not expect much as our hotel was quite cheap le. haha. The only nice about the breakfast is the omelete and scramble egg. After breakfast, we thought of walking around Patong. Just like Singapore, their shopping mall open only at around 11am, so we walk along the street instead. Nothing much for early in the morning. We went to Patong beach as most shops are not open but really was a disappointment. We expect like a "WOW!" for the beach but there was like nothing much. We then walk around Patong and back to hotel to rest while waiting for the shopping mall, Jungceylon, to open. While resting, we planned our night activities, deciding which night markets and bar to go to.

Day 2 (Part 2) ~ We went to the Jungceylon, it is quite a big shopping mall with quite loads of things actually and we found out that there is this "SOUND" club. We were excited and planned to go to the club one of the night. Walked around the whole shopping mall, saw thai massage, fish massage, facial, pubs and etc. so as we saw all this, we planned which shop we'll be going to for this few days. After all the shopping and walk around, we went to walk the night market and walk along the street til almost reach the road heading to KATA and KARON beach. We were tired as we've been walking for quite long, thus we stopped at some road side food stall for dinner and had phad thai. We then went back to Jungceylon to had a fish massage, where all the small little fishes gather round your foot and bite away your dead skin. It was so ticklish and yet abit of pain, but Shiok. Haha. The next thing is what i have been waiting for i one of my most enjoyable thing i had done in Phuket. HAHA. We went to IRISH PUB and drank guiness then bar hop to some pub with a ROCKER! band performing. oh.. before bar hopping, we went to walk at this street where there are hundreds choices of pubs and bar for us to choose with thai girls and trans dancing. hmmx. the trans really got nice body but jus abit too tall. lol. back to ROCKER! pub, it was fun! Drink & enjoy the music. NICE! hmmx.. after drinking, of cos, head back to hotel.

3rd Day (Part I) ~ Phi Phi Island tour is today's programme which we took 2 whole hours, just to travel to that island by bus then ferry. A very boring ride as all 3 of us did nothing while travelling there. Most of the time was spent to sleep and tan at the same time. The sun was good for tanning but must remember lotion to protect the skin. 1st stop, we went for snorkeling in open sea. It wasn't as fun as we thought as there were too many tourist and especially "my race" and i mean "my race", you all know la. haha. er. because of having the lifejacket, we cant dive into sea to see the fishes but yet there are still school of fishes for us to look at even when we were on the surface of water. After snorkeling, while we was ferried to the island, there were tourist throwing watermelon skin into the sea. Amazingly, the fishes all gather around it. NICEE! 2nd stop, was on the island, we went for the "free" buffet which eventually slightly better than my army food. LOL. Should have expected it as we did not pay a good price for such tour. haha. Then follow up was just free and easy around the island before we all head back to Patong.

3rd day (Part II) ~ After a tired long day, we went for our thai massage. It was relaxing and shiok, especially when i hear the crack sound. It is so relax. And Sis, can you stop laughing when doing the massage, where got people laugh de. LOL. We then went to had our dinner at some hawker center look a like places to eat. The "hawker center" is formed up by many many roadside stalls. We had some charcoal fish which is BAGUS! Phad Thai again. and loads of finger food like fried chicken cutlet, some thing look like satay but not satay and etc. Food was good! and guess what, after dinner, we head back to the whole stretch of pubs and bar to take the photos of the trans dancing again. Haha. We wanted to try other pubs but can't really make up our mind, so we decided to stick to.... ROCKER!!!!! WOOO!!!! LOL. FUN!!!! same same same but nice. Heineken, was what we drank for 2nd day and we drank it today and it will also be for tomorrow. HaHa. Same, after enjoying the music and drinks, we head back to hotel. To you people reading, it might be a same old night to you, just drinking and nothing much, but too us, we really enjoy it and had loads of fun with it. Serious! A Shout out to everyone: ROCKER!!!!!!

4th day ~ Woke up quite late that we had to rush down for breakfast. haha because my dear sister is in love and craving for her breakfast, especially the omelette. LOL. 4th day le. So fast. hais.. We were like cracking our head to see where we should head to. Decision was to go Karon and Kata beach. So we took a cab down for 200baht which was cheap and at 1st they charged us 400baht. We went to the furthest which was Kata beach. Weird thing is it cost us 300baht to travel back to hotel when we were at Karon beach which is nearer to our hotel. Funny thing. Seems like the 1st driver is really a NICE GUY!! God bless you, Sir! nothing much there, the shops are like Patong's one and the evening market was bout the same. BUT! the beach is nice. i really love the beach. The wave is strong and shiok. The wind is blowing and so cooling. If only we had went there earlier. hais. nice place to relax and tan my body. Thumbs up for the beach. The sun was like burning our head when we walk from Kata to Karon! A very hot day indeed. hmmx, come back to the beach, we enjoyed it for like awhile, stepping into the cool water. Relaxing ourselvel. Some fun things happen. LOL. The waves almost wash away our slippers into the big blue sea. Lucky we stop it in time or we will be back bare foot liao. LOL. and thanks to MELISSA!! me and jo got wet. never warn us about the strong wave coming. LOL. After enjoying and relaxing, we head back to hotel and get ready to party!

4th Day (PARTY) ~ SOUND club is next next next!!!!! woo hoo. we are going to club in thailand, Phuket, Patong! =D but soon, my =D came to a =( because the Sound club wasn't open. We not sure if it is close or close down. DISAPPOINTMENT! but... the ROCKER is still there for us. haha. we had our drink there again. Same thing, Heineken then add on some other drinks in jug. forgot what we had. All was planned by god sia, I saw this card on the table and written on it is a club name " SEDUCTION" haha. fate to go club tonight! LOL. so we drank and decided to go to the club as this is our LAST NIGHT here. After drinking at ROCKER's Pub, melissa took photos with the ROCKER and the singer. ohya. forgot bout this, the ROCKER's trademark, he loves to play guitar while smoking. cool sio! lol. ya, so we went to SEDUCTION! after that. The club was fun,you can smoke, drink, dance inside. Just like last time de club in Singapore. My first entry to a club with shorts, t-shirt and SLIPPERS. cool cool cool. Best part is here, My sister here, dance till her slippers spoil. What can i say, POWER LA! slipper also spoil, hardcore clubber sio..lol. so i was like looking after their stuff while they dance. nothing i could do, so order more drinks. lol.. and eventually i was quite into it and started dancing with them at the dance floor. Last day! Shiok! Enjoy! Power! Fun! Happy! My best night! hahaha! After the PWF(POWERFUL) night, we went back to hotel, with me barefoot walking on the street. Of cos, how can i let either of the 2 lady to walk barefoot, so is me la. haha. and sis, I'm really ok with it. Reaching the hotel, with all of our foot black! haha. Last night is over. that was fast!

Last Day ~ We had this Guy, Sampong, he brought us around for the whole last day to tour around phuket. A real nice guy, sort of our tour guide. We went to chalong temple to pray and hope to be bless. We went to Big C, some c... festival(some shopping mall) and lastly, we went to the weekend market, which there is loads of things for ladies to buy. So all the ladies out there, if you going phuket for tour, must go to the weekend market. Last day was all the shopping day, I bought bag for my sister, some snacks to bring home, and some souvenirs and lastly bless by budha. Overall, really had loads of fun thru out this Phuket trip and miss this trip alot. Hoping to go back again and really hoping that i can live just like that. Wake up, eat, shop, enjoy, drink, dance, sleep! A NICEE TRIP! =)

Du du du du du.... Next Stop, Tai wan, Taipei..... Please mind the gap!!!!

Quotes after Quotes

2010-05-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

What worries you, masters you
- Haddon W. Robinson

All the great things are simple, and many can be expressed in a single word:
Freedom, justice, honor, duty, mercy, hope.
- Winston Churchill

Never throw mud.
You may miss your mark;
but you must have dirty hands.
- Joseph Parker

Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small.
A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.
- Lao Tzu

Never let defeat have the last word.
- Tibetan Proverb

When you know what you want,
and you want it badly enough,
you'll find a way to get it.
- Jim Rohn

The man who can drive himself further once the effort gets painful is the man who will win.
- Roger Bannister

One may know how to gain a victory,
and know not how to deserve it.
Deserving victory is like breathing life into the work in hand and make it a success.

Quotes before i go phuket..haha

2010-04-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

Where is the life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?
- T. S. Elliot

Courage is a special kind of knowledge;
the knowledge of how to fear what ought to be feared and
how not to fear what ought not to be feared.
- David Ben Gurion

Dreams are extremely important.
You cannot do it unless you imagine it.
- George Lucas

Flaming enthusiasm,
backed up by horse sense and persistence,
is the quality that most frequently makes for success.
- Dale Carnegie

When life's problems seem overwhelming,
look around and see what other people are coping with.
You may consider yourself fortunate.
- Ann Landers

The will to conquer is the first condition of victory.
- Ferdinand Foch

Six truths of life

2010-04-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

1. You cannot touch all your top teeth with your tongue
2. All idiots, after reading the 1st truth, will try it.
3. And discover that the 1st truth is a lie and feel superior because they can do it.
4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
5. You soon will forward this to another idiot.
6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.
Pass it on =) smiles!

Quotes, Quotes and More Quotes

2010-04-15T15:50:00.004+08:00

Financial security and independence are like a three-legged stool resting on savings,
insurance and invesments.
- Brian Tracy

Part of your heritage in this society is the opportunity to become financially independent.
- Jim Rohn

We deem those happy who from the experience of life have learnedto bear its ills,
without being overcome by them.
- anonymous

It's not how good you are.
It's how good you want to be matters.
- Pal Arden

People think i'm disciplined.
It's not discipline.
It's devotion.
There is a great difference.
- Luciano Pavarotti

So long as there is breath in me,
that long will i persist.
For now i kow one of the greatest principles of success;
If i persist long enough i will win.
- Og M

QUOTES!

2010-04-03T13:31:00.002+08:00

Success is doing ordinary things extraordinarily well.
- John Rohn

make a decision to be successful right now.
Most peple never decide to be wealthy and that is why they retire poor.
- Brian Tracy

I am not discouraged because every wrong attempt discarded is a step forward.
- Thomas Edison

Fear knocked at the door and faith answered.
No one was there.
- Old English Proverb

If you really want something,
You can figure out how to make it happn.
- anonymous

The Sunday's Quotes

2010-03-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

It is truly said:
It does not take muct strength to do things,
but i requires great strength to decide what to do.
- Chow Ching

Without goals and plans to reach them,
You are like a ship that has set sail with no destination.
- F. Dodson

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement.
Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.
- Helen Keller

Our most profitable lessons are learned from failure,
Not success.
- Frank Davidson

Success in life consists o going from one mistake to the next without losing your enthusiasm.
- Winston Churchill

Patience and fortitude conquer all things.
- Emerson

The most important single ingredient in the formula of success is
knowing hw to get along with people.
- Theodore Roosevlt

All progress is made by people dissatisfied with the way things are.
- ???

My 2 lovely Sisters

2010-03-27T01:19:00.003+08:00

Casper Phua Xiao Hei Blackie's Sisters! =P

MISSING YOU!

2010-03-24T23:31:00.003+08:00

I MISSING YOU, AH MA!

LOVE YOU!

Brothers

2010-03-23T21:21:00.004+08:00

To all my brothers:

To me, if u understand me,
Money and girl will never be a factor of our relationship,
it will never be a test to our friendship.
The only factor is only one word "TRUST!"

"TRUST" is the word that brought us together.

It's the only thing i have in u guys.
Please don't disappoint me.

Happy Belated Birthday to ME!!!

2010-03-20T22:39:00.007+08:00

Thank you Thank you!!
Thank you for THE SURPRISE dinner and presents!!
Thank you to those who postponed or cancelled their appointments because of THE SURPRISE!!
Thank you to everyone that planned and designed THE SURPRISE and PHOTO FRAME!!
Thank you to all my friends who had wishes me!!

Thank you to all my DEAR BROTHERS!!

Thank you to my 2 LOVELY SISTERS!!

This is 1 year ago on Joanna's Birthday,

and below are my birthday for this year.

Sis, nice smilex!! Jus like mine!! =P

Sis, Don't hide la!! C'mon! Act cute just like me! =P

I'm not biting on the lemon, it's camera angle!!

Thank you SISTERS for the AK-47!!

Thank you SISTERS for the Flaming Lamborghini!!

Thank you SISTERS for the Waterfall!!

The 3 Little Quotes III

2010-03-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

One person with a belief is equal to 99 who have only interests.
- John Stuart Mill

Enthusiasm turns ordinary actions into extraordinary achievements.
Enthusiasm is the secret energy of those who are truly successful.
- Jim Elliot

I couldn't wait for success, so I went ahead without it.
- Jonathon Winters

Quotes!

2010-03-17T15:16:00.002+08:00

The greatest results in life are usually attained by simple means
and the exercise of ordinary qualities.
In Short: commonsense and perseverence.
- Owen Feltham

Action without planning is the cause of all failure.
Action with planning is the cause of all success.
- Brian Tracy

An average person with average talent, ambition, education,
can outstrip the most brilliant genius in our society,
if that person has clear, focused goals.
- B. T.

Constant effort and frequent mistakes are the stepping stones to genius.
- Elbert Hubbard

You must have long term goals to keep you from being frustrated short term failures.
- Charles C. Noble

Against criticism
a man can neither protest nor defend himself;
he must act in spite of it,
and then it will gradually yield to him.
- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

Always laugh when you can.
It is cheap medicine.
- Lord Bryon

Courage and perseverance have a magical talisman,
before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish into air.
- John Quincy Adams

Ever Lasting Quotes

2010-03-06T14:21:00.003+08:00

Risk! Risk anything!
Care no more for the opinions of others.
Do the hardest thing on earth for you.
Act for Yourself.
Face the Truth.
- Katie Mansfield

A preoccupation with the future,
Not only prevents us from seeing the present as it is,
But often prompts us to rearrange the past.
- Eric Hoffer

Get happiness out of work,
Or you may never know what happiness is.
- Elbert Hubbard, 1856-1915

I have always thought the actions of men,
is the best interpreters of their thoughts.
- John Locke, 1632-1704

The thing always happens that you really believe in;
And the belief a thing makes it happen,
- Frank Lloyd Wright

Make a decision to be successful right now.
Most people never decide to be wealthy and,
That is why they retire poor.
- Brian Tracy

Be fanatics.
When it comes to being and doing and dreaming the best,
be maniacs.
- A.M. Rosenthal

Quotes!

2010-02-27T17:30:00.002+08:00

Defeat may serve as well as victory,
To shake the soul and let the glory out.
- Edwin Markham

Strength does not come from physical capacity,
It comes from an informitable will.
- Mahatma Gandhi

No steam or gas drives anything until it is confined.
No life ever grows great until it is focused, dedicated, disciplined.
-Harry Emerson Fosdick, D.D

Winning is a habit.
Unfortunately, so is losing.
- Vince Lombardi

People create their own success by learning what they need to learn,
And then by practicing it until they become proficient at it.
- Brian Tracy

You already have every characteristic necessary for success,
If you recognise, claim, develop and use them.
- Zig Ziglar

Cherish your visions and your dreams,
As they are the children of your soul;
the blueprints of yur ultimate achievements.
- Napoleon Hill

To my Dearest Grandma

2010-02-21T01:26:00.002+08:00

Dear Grandma,

Tonight's the last night that i can accompany u, sleeping beside u like i did for the pass few days. Tomorrow, we'll walk u to a new place, a better and nicer place(like what ur great grandson said "Lao ma is at a nice place").

Remember that when i was young, the things u taught me and things u always do. Teaching me about prayers stuff and things like making glutinous rice balls. Every year around december, we'll make glutinous rice ball for prayer. Having the dough prepared by u and we'll all gather to roll the ball. There're pink and white ones. When i was even younger, u'll always bring us to a nearby temple, to watch chinese wayang. The only thing that we understand for the opera was "Wo shi ho nang, le shi pai nang"(which meant i'm good and u're bad guy) and u'll always be enjoying watching it. Seeing u laughing happily whie watching.

When we all got older, we started to get busy with our own stuff. i was busying with my studies then army, my younger siblings was busy with studies too, elder siblings and parents were all busying with careers and work, we tend to neglect u sometimes. i'm sorry now but everything was too late. Sometimes we did manage to get some time for u, interact with u and massage for u. Many times, we did not have the time for u. I've regretted. It's now too late that i misses u so much, everything i misses, from opera to helping u massage.

If i'm given a 2nd chance, i wouldn't mind to massage for u everytime. i would run round singapore to get the best mee rebus and durians for u to enjoy. BUT Now, everything can only be happen in my dream. Never will i be able to buy u durians, never will i be able to get u mee rebus, never will i be able to massage for u, never will i be able to help u wear ur socks and talk to u, anymore...

Now, I cant have anymore regrets. Every single thing i wanna do, I must think twice. I must take care of my grandpa from now. Accompany him every now and then. I must know my grandpa well before i regret again and so as to let u, grandma to rest in peace. A promise to u and this is what i can only do for u now. Ur last wish.

LOVE;
Weifeng
Grandson

Quotes and Quotes!

2010-02-18T15:17:00.002+08:00

I cannot give you the formula for success,
But I can give you the formula for failure
-- Which is : Try to please everybody.
- Herbert Bayard Swope

The talent of success is nothing more than doing what you can do, well
- Henry W. Longfellow

The difference between a successful person and others,
Is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge,
But rather a lack in will.
- Vince Lombardi

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal;
Nothing on earth help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
- T. Jefferson

Keep steadily before you,
The fact that all true success depends at last upon yourself.
Theodore T. Hunger

Never Ending Quotes!!

2010-02-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

The undertaking of new action brings new strength.
- Richard L. Evans

Even from a dark night songs of beauty can be born.
- Maryanne Radmacher-Hershey

Success consists of going from failure to failure,
Without loss of enthusiasm.
- Winston Churchill

Man can climb the highest submits,
But he cannot dwell there long.
- George Bernard Shaw

There are those who look at things the way they are,
and ask why?
I dream of things that never were,
and ask why not?
- Robert Kennedy

Our limitations and success will be based,
Most often, on your own expectations for ourselve.
What the mind dwells upon,
the body acts upon.
- Dennis Waitley

Tooth Fairy

2010-02-06T16:01:00.002+08:00

Haha, after so many duties on saturday for the month of january,
finally could enjoy my friday night le!
Thinkin that this is the best and happiest friday night, I ever had!
Not a single emo thoughts in mind. Thank you! =)

Overflowing of motivational quotes!!!

2010-02-06T15:50:00.003+08:00

There are two kinds of totally unacceptable employees-
Those can't do what they are told and
Those who can't do anything else.
- Dale Adams

Life is not about what you've gained,
but what you've done with it.
- Wong Ka Kui

Forget about the consequences of failure.
Failur is only a temporary change in direction
to set you straight for your next success.
- Denis Waitley

One day your life will flash before your eyes.
Make sure its worth watching.
- Unknown

The doors we open and close each day,
Decide the lives we live.
- Flora Whittemore

Credits:
Miss Sihui

More & more Motivational text!!

2010-01-31T22:27:00.003+08:00

For everything you have missed,
You have gained something else,
And for everyting you gain,
You lose something else.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Only as high as i can reach
can i grow,
Only as far as i an seek
can i go,
Only as deep as i look
can i see,
Only as much as i dream
can i be.
-Karen Ravn

If your actions inspire others to
dream more,
learn more,
do more and become more,
you are a leader.
-John Quincy Adams

Live as if you were to die tomorrow,
Learn as if you were to live forever.
-Gandhi

True silence is the rest of the mind;
It is to the spiri what sleep is to the body,
nourishment and refreshment.
-William Penn

When i dae to be powerful,
to use my strength in the service of my vision,
then it become less and less important
whether i am afraid.
-Audre Lorde

Friends-Thank You

2010-01-26T00:12:00.003+08:00

To all friends out there whom had always been there,
helping me in whatever u all had did for me,
doesn't matter in what ways or method,
THANK YOU FRIENDS!

Thankyou for being there to encourage me,
building up my confidence.
Thankyou for being there to support me,
building up my courage.
Thankyou for being there to accompany me,
building up my the warmth around me.

To all friends,
doesn't matter if u help me before,
i'll still thank you as my friend,
and thank god for blessing me to have all of u as my friends.
In return, i'm here today to let all of my friends know,
dun care if is close friends, good friends, or bestest friends,
I, Phua Weifeng aka (Casper Phua Xiao Hei, Feng ge, Xiao feng,
yoyo Phua, WeeFung, Ah Feng & etc...)
will always be there for all my friends who need my help.
I'll try to my very best to help,
doesn't matter from carrying a bag to
"Climb the knife mountain, Enter boiing oil".

BECAUSE A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED.

LOVE ALL OF YOU! :)

20 01 2010

2010-01-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

Friends out there watch out,
recently got alot of people falling sick,
so please take care and drink a loads of water!!
To everyone who are sick, including myself.. HOPE TO RECOVER FAST!!

And lets wish our dear friend, 3SG Thiang Rui Jie(Soccer clique),
have a safe trip to New Zealand for training.

More Motivational Text!!!

2010-01-20T21:43:00.004+08:00

If we're growing,
We're always going to be out of our comfort zone.
- John Maxwell

Patience and perseverance
Have a magical effect before
Which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
- John Quincy Adams

Great tings are not done by impulse,
but by a series of small things brought together.
- Vincent Van Gogh

All difficult things have their origin in that
which is easy,
and great things in that which is small.
- Lao Tzu

Confusion is only a matter of doubt
Before you leap forward using your decision making power
- Byron Pulsifer

All the text is sponsored by Sihui =)

Motivational quotes for u all!!

2010-01-14T20:21:00.005+08:00

ALL THIS IS CREDITED TO SIHUI!

You can adopt the attitude there is nothing you can do,
or you can see the challenge as your call to action.
(Catherine Pulsifer)

Do not wait for leaders;
Do it alone,
Person to Person
(Mother Teresa of Calcutta)

Boredom means that you do not appreciate what life has to offer
(Byron Pulsifer)

If you don't like something,
Change it.
If you can't change it,
Change your attitude.
Don't complain.
(Maya Angelou)

Beauty of whatever kind,
In its supreme development,
invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears
(Edgar Allen Poe)

You can do it.
If you believe you can!
(Napoleon Hill)

Speak when you are angry,
and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret
(Dr. Laurence J. Peter)

Focus is the power that change the way we think,
the way we feel,
what we do in any moment.
We change our focus,
We change our lives
(T.Robbins)

Appreciation make a day,
even change a life.
Your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary
(Margaret Cousins)

To accomplish great things,
We must not onlyact,
but also dream;
Not only plan,
But also believe.
(Anatole France)

The difference between a successfulperson and other is not a lack of strength,
Not a lack of knowledge,
But rather a lack in will
(Vince Lombardi)

Our greatest glory is not in never failing,
But in rising up every time we fail.
(Ralph Waldo Emerson)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

2010-01-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

Age is not a matter of the physical condition of the body;
it is more a matter of the condition of the mind
FROM:- Byron Pulsifer

New Year ONLY!

2010-01-06T20:47:00.003+08:00

OMG, it's a hatrick le ar. 3 accident within a year. Is it my luck or my safety?
Don't blame on luck when i've got no skills bah. hais. causing everyone out there a sleepless and tired night. I'm sorry and thank you friends!
Sorry to cause all ur sleepless night and thank you for staying with me thru out.
especially the 2 ladies, whom i suppose to send back home.
Sorry to keep asking u all back but i noe u all jus simply wants to accompany me
and noe that it some how help by staying.
1 more or rather 2 more person that i shall really thank are my bro and his fren.
rushing down from duno where to help me out from this con men who trying to push all
the blame to me. After all this disastrous accident, i realise how important is my fiendship and learnt alot from my bro.

Lastly, i'll like to thank everyone accompanied me thru out everything! =)

I'm Superman! U R LOSER!!!

2009-11-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

Remind me again..

2009-11-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

This blog will act as a reminder.i shall never emo again.i shall delete the word "EMO" from my dictionary forever.Because this word had brought me to several problems which almost cost my frenship gone.EMO doesn't do anythin good, doesn't help u to solve problem and yet create more trouble for u. So..i shall name this day as anti emo day!!HAHA!!to remind myself not to emo again!!yeahs.u guys might be tinkin i'm tokin cock.but tink it twice, EMO really do nth good!Instead of EMO-ing, try to do self reflect!would be much better! =) HAH!!

TO THE NICE GIRL

2009-11-16T21:07:00.001+08:00

HOW'S UR APPETITE? HOPEFULLY IS BETTER LE. SORRY BOUT YTD CONVERSATION IN MSN, BUT I REALLY NEED TIME. HOPE U FEELING BETTER =) SORRY

HOW TO IMPROVE APPETITE

2009-11-15T22:35:00.004+08:00

1.One way to improve loss of appetite is to avoid cooking strong smelling foods. This can include cauliflower, fish, garlic, etc.

2.Eating small portions a day instead of large meals can help u fight against loss of appetite.

3.Exercising on a daily basis can helps u increase ur appetite.

4.Oranges, lime and sour grapes have shown increase appetite for those who are anorexic.

5.There are certain medications u can from ur doctor to help increase appetite. Some common medications include Megace, Decadron and Reglan.

6.LAST ONE THING COULD HELP IS TO EAT KIT KAT!!(FOR CERTAIN PPL ONLY)

SORRY GUYS TO MAKE U ALL WORRY BOUT ME, BUT I'M REALLY FINE :)

2009-11-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

NEED TO TAKE A BREAK..SORRY..

2009-11-13T19:01:00.001+08:00

FEAR?

2009-11-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

TRUST!

2009-11-10T03:48:00.003+08:00

Photos for Memories!

2009-10-29T20:20:00.004+08:00

SMILE & LOOK GOOD

HAHA,BIG HEAD!!

Now ur head look much smaller than mine :)

Wan Dou Seh!!!!TIM SUM!

Curvy wave

I spoil the effect!

COOL!
Andy's 21st @ Liquid Kitchen

Cool song!

2009-10-21T21:07:00.001+08:00

Anti- EMO!!

2009-10-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

This blog will act as a reminder.i shall never emo again.i shall delete the word "EMO" from my dictionary forever.Because this word had brought me to several problems which almost cost my frenship gone.EMO doesn't do anythin good, doesn't help u to solve problem and yet create more trouble for u. So..i shall name this day as anti emo day!!HAHA!!to remind myself not to emo again!!yeahs.u guys might be tinkin i'm tokin cock.but tink it twice, EMO really do nth good!
Instead of EMO-ing, try to do self reflect!would be much better! =) HAH!!

I duno

2009-10-18T00:16:00.004+08:00

I chose not to let it fade is because i tried letting it fade away before,
i tried to avoid but i realise i cant. Instead, i did some big mistakes which
had problem to recover. Ended up, need ya to help me settle.
I chose not to let it fade is because i cannot bear to forgo u.Like in the noon
when u asked if i'm sure that is this what i really want(not to be nice and care
about me le)i think twice and tear about it.regret what i had said, i could not
forgo it
I understand that u would not go into one now.i know how u feel now and i'm
SORRY for the unnecessary problems and troubles created for u.i would take
note of it and try not to create all those unnecessary problems and troubles
again.
Lastly,I hope things would not get any tougher for anyone le.hope everything will
be good! =D
Please!i'm not good at expressing what i feel..haha..dun laugh when reading =)

I Changed?

2009-10-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

To the guy who msg me a long text ytd after supper:
I not sure why did u msg me that.if i did offended u indirectly,
hope u forgive me!i hope we can jus be close fren like last time during
sec school days.i not sure if i really did change to cause tis
awkwardness.but i believe things will change back to normal.ohya..most
importantly.i apologise for that day when we kana road block.i should
not haf approach u in that attitude.my way of approach is wrong.i'm sorry.
i dun really noe why i'm typing all tis.but i tink we are missing up
somethings.so hopefully the something will be here.and our frenship
could get back without any awkwardness.haha =D

BrewerkZ & Crab Beehoon

2009-09-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

Haha..saturday evening,enjoy makan Crab Beehoon at AMK ave 3 near blk 233.not bad plus not expensive worth it to makan there.worth the time to queue.like for an hour jus to eat it.thumbs up.yeahs.after crab beehoon is anderson's ice cream at amk hub.not bad.after crab beehoon have ice cream as dessert..damn shiok.NEXT is man u vs stoke, went to drink and watch soccer match at Brewerkz.and following is wat had happen to our BROTHER RJ who paid someone to do guard duty for him jus to come out with us.SALUTE TO U Mr.RJ!!HAHA
Enjoy the following video

Friday 18 09 09

2009-09-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

My goals now, to train for my ippt to get gold again
join as many marathon and run to get as many finisher medals
to build myself up to my max fitness
to enjoy watever i can from now onwards
to help whoever needs my help

Something for the girl who i din pay attention to when i talk to her on phone.
Sorry that i wasn't paying 100% attention.but i was really listening.About the
u had with ur frens, i tink jus dun tink abt it.cos no point tinkin so much. u should
instead try to solve the problem rather than angry about it. cos anger will nv solve
anything.ha.i'm sorry again. i know i'm not a good friend to be there or listen to u.
i fail as a friend of urs. and no wander i'm single cos i'm simply too sux!ha

LOST,LOOKING FOR HIM

2009-08-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Recently happen alot of things..causing myself to be lost.now i am trying to get back myself.the old me who go swim, play soccer, go run and gym.trying to keep myself as fit as possible.i still go my wishlist to head towards to.which is better looking body.haha.more goals to achieve and head towards, thus i shall leave whatever is behind me and move on to my healthy living lifestyle.ha.my next goal which i will move forward to is to run alot to train up for my waverun and marathon..hopefully i can get myself a good timin.ok.since i have a long wkend.tmr i will go swimming to find myself back.abit no link?ha.it is link.swimming or i should say exercising is how i destress which i can find myself back thru that way.haha.okay.shall blog tomorrow and see if after the swim will be better =)Lastly thank you to my 2 best frens who helped me to settle my problem on saturday.really thank the 2 of u.without u 2, i probably still in misery.ha.THANK YOU!!!! =)

Fotos of wat i did past few wks

2009-04-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

Birthday post and wkends

2009-03-29T01:00:00.003+08:00

Above are my bday fotos.More to be found in facebooks.Thanks to my family, those soccer bros, sister jo and hueymin and manfred..they helped me alot on that day..without them.anything might had go wrong.thus i thank them again here!! Thank You!!

This few wkends, i went to fren's bday, prawning and town to enjoy myself while trying to forget some stuff. Friends around had asked abt previous entry and things happen around recently.To everyone who is concern abt me, i am fine now..and moving on..so no worries.like my sis said:try to give others but dun expect return!haha..

Week 1

2009-02-22T03:30:00.005+08:00

1 wk le..i dunno wat happen..suddenly today..feel very sian..btw..thnx to ppl who had concern abt wat happen.but anw i am fine now..i am sick..tired..and sian of dunno wat..jus that now my concious very not clear..i seriously dunno who am i now..very lost..tinkin of the past wat i had done..i feel that i am very fake..hypocrite..i was once a good boy in school whom teach will praise me lots..but now..sometimes ppl still do praise me like a good boy..but i dun tink i am..it's all acted out..i feel i rather be like last time.quiet..so no one will affect me and i wun affect others.and that last time is who i really am.now i am lost.and i find everything i am now..is so fake..when i m good to my frens..i find myself only want something out of them.i am selfish..sometimes i haf the thoughts for myself before others..whereas for last time.i would spare a thoughts for others.i changed..to a worst me.i dun wan.now i do lie..when last time i dun even lie to anione.i seriously dunno who i am now.not really satisfy with who i am now.

Valentine day?

2009-02-15T04:47:00.002+08:00

My 1st time..failure..i cried for so long since i last cried...breakdown..total breakdown..what is wrong with me.i not sure..maybe looks..not handsome..maybe attitude..not as good as others..Thanks for PK,Wenjie,tok tong,jason and eunice..accompany..i totally brokedown for today..drink quite alot..semi conscious..cried cried cried..i dunno..a failure am i?hais..monday haf to post to mp..so wat?not everything got smoothly..still frens..yah..but how am i to face it?i not sure..need time to recover..i not sure wat toking me now..really braeakdown..not a good time to blog..jus wanna throw out my feelings!!i need to relax..i need to relief stress..i dunno!!

2008-12-28T15:29:00.004+08:00

GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...)

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.AND

ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.If you don't send this to other people....Who cares? George Carlin

POP LOH!!

2008-12-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

Finally..i have endure the training of NINJA..i tot i would have die in NINJA COY in the 2 mths of training..now i am a trainnnnned NINJA SOLDIER..

things i hate most is the punishment..i wander why ppl can keep repeating the same mistakes agan and again..but nvm..the truth is some of them jus are selfish maggots..they can jus take their own sweet time to fall in..and always late for everything..end up we all got punish becos of him..i hate this kind of ppl..

things i disappoint most is my ippt result..i got only a pass..cos of sbj short of 4 cm..if not i could haf got a silver..i manage to get a silver during diagnostic test..so there is no reason i cannot make it for the final..i shall work hard and train hard during tis 1+wk to get back my silver..no..i should say a gold for my ippt!!

things i enjoy most..hmmx..i tink should be the wkends bahs..haha..

abt the commanders..they are good and nice ppl..jus that they are forced to be a devil becos they have to..so we can train in the right way..they do all this is all for our good..so that we can learn and ecome a good soldier..LIKE ME..LOL

finally..POP liaoz..after marching 24km..everything finally ended..love the marchin on the parade..and all the drills i can do..jus like those soldiers marching in the national day parade..especially is marching pass the parade square..look so cool..haha..lastly i would like to say that i am proud to be and honour to be in NINJA COY!the hardship i have been thru..worth it and love it!!!

Dead or Alive?

2008-09-16T17:32:00.001+08:00

Haha..sorry ppl..tis blog is on and off..lol..due to my laziness..

went class gathering on monday..poly classmates..went to eat hot pot at marina sq..met those POP guys..shiok lor..POP liao..when i am still waiting to enlist..omg..wait til rot liao lahz..haha..so as usual..those guys will tell their story in tekong..haha..i tink i will tell mine when i am out..but no one will be listening to me le..cos everyone heard and went thru le =(
after lunch-ing..went to watch movie..title "the days"..a local product abt gangsters and BROTHERHOOD..lol..okies lahz..not bad..quite enjoy.oso got funny parts..lol..

today i went to my grandaunt's wake..i tink is grandaunt..i oso not that sure..too luan le..the link of the family tree..lol..1st time i drove my grandpa out..and surprisingly my dad did not complain abt my driving..haha..thnx to my grandpa..must be his presence..so no nagging from dad..haha..learn more route in sg le..cos today drove to sembawang..haha..acquire new experiece.yeahs..okies..dunno wat to blog..byebye

SIANX

2008-09-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

today..cycle from house to hougang and book bdaminton court..then cycle to compass point..to haf my lunch..and eventually dinner too..cos was stuck there for hrs and hrs..due to heavy rain..haha..1st day dun need help my parents..cos got new worker..and oso last day..dotx -_- cos the worker got some problem that she could not work animore..omg..am i lucky..or am i suay..why..sianz..need help parents again..so sianz..ARGHH..planned my stuff for tis wk..once i tot they hired someone le..but now..needed arrange my plans again..oh ya..qinglong..thnx huhs..haha..mafan u..if not..i got hrs and hrs of dunno wat to do..thnx to come compass and tok cok..lol..

arghh..back to my need help my parents..so sian lehs..dunno wat i feeling rite now..oso dunno wat i pekcek with..arghhhhhhh..hais..sianz..

C'mon!Stop tinkin so much

2008-08-27T03:03:00.004+08:00

HEY's, To whom it might concern..haha

stop the tinking..stop tinking so much can?
why apologise?u did nth wrong..
Stay cool and relax lahz..no worries abt it..u are not an irritance..u are not a disturbance..
Maybe my face was serious..but i was tired lahz..
Can u dun tink so much..hais..
dunno wat else i can say..

Okies..a promise here..since u kept insisting and thinkin that i might avoid u one day..
SO here is THE PROMISE I MADE:
I will never avoid u as friend..never ever =)
Cheers!!ok!

SmILeY =D

24th aug 08 reflection

2008-08-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

Reflections

1. Finally i have receive a medal..after finishing 10km safra run..haha..at Marina bay.

2. A good start of achieving my goals.

3. Watch 12 Lotus..dun really understand the show..though understand the language..only noe that the female lead is a poor girl nia..lol

4. After the long chat..i dunno wat is wrong and wat is right..Suddenly i am lost..dunno wat is going on..i shouldn't interfere, but as fren..i dun wan to see any fren get hurt or wat..hais..i dunno wat i can do right now..or maybe jus let u cool down bahz..Relax!!

5. Belows are some photos taken recently =)

THE Last LTA Wkends

2008-07-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Friday after work, head to taka seoul garden..this small gathering is to meet up YJ who now is botak liaoz..haha..wow..he was so fair and now almost my skin colour..but still not as tan as me..haha..okies..he tok and let me noe more about NS liaoz..hmmx..i shall prepare and get ready for it..most importantly is to train my water parade..lol..i cannot drink so much water..LOL..did enjoy meeting them ytd..had alot mroe to catch up..cya guys again man..

saturday..no soccer today..went sentosa with hueymin's family, manfred and des..also russel..who is LATE!!sian..lol..er..suay like shit..nv play soccer oso injure myself..accidentally kick some hard thing,end up toes swollen and bleed..need go pai pai liaoz..haha..sentosa..of cos is play vball lor..nth much today..after sentosa, went to queensway to haf our dinner..then Xing Wang to slack awhile..and chat about future stuff lor..overall had quite some un today..

okie..i bought my contact lens!!yeahs..and wore it today..hmmx..will wear in the future..so all my friends..pls gif comment on it..haha..whether i suites contact lens or specs..cos i need to noe how should i present myself to u all..LOL..tis is a research..thanls loads..hehe..especially those close to me de..pls pls..gif comments..LOL..

Banglun, nvm lahz..will take care myself during match..i was jus no mood when i said and blog the previous entry..was frustrated of NOTHING..i tink i abit weird..haha..dunno why angry oso..SORRY GUYS!!

MARILYN..lol..yeahs..i came back to blog liaoz..haha..for some reasons..haha =)

Soccer

2008-07-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

Soccer match..2 consecutive weeks of winning..last week won a 6-4 against Nigels team which can consider a 2nd leg..though i conceded 4 goals..but i love one of my save here..shioking..same as everytime..put my body on the line..ending up injured my left arm right knee and left ASS with bruises and cuts..LOL..sianz..all tis will turn out to be scars..and turning me ugly..omg..

i am already not good looking..now..hais..CHAM!!

today won a 4-2 game against eugene's friend..i played like 1st half and 1/2 of 2nd half..i was sent out and by the referee..not due to any foul..but serious injury..my forehead had a cut after a shot hitting my forehead..was a cut cause by my specs..now it is bleeding..like hell..hopefuly will get well soon..

NOW i am like squall..hais..but ugly liao lah...scars over my body..SHANG HENG LEI LEI~~

Why did i?why should i?do the save..put myself in danger?

I only get to win nia..but to in..i need to sacrifice my looks and money..wat for..

Last time i did say..if i dun do such save..there is no much fun and i am like not in the game..

but now..come to thought of it..crazy..i only get the fun and winning..

BUT I NEED TO PAY OFF WITH MY INJURIES,SCARS,LOOKS,MONEY and more..

after calculation..it is not worth..so from here..i shall declare not to work so hard to play as keeper liaoz..GUYS..tis is my limits since no point..Especially is i need to pay so much and my injuries which leads me to conclude tis!

ALIVE?

2008-07-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG IS BACK TO LIVE.
WHY?
HAIX..SO WHAT IS THE POINT OF TRAINING ONCE IN A BLUE MOON?
SO SUCKS STILL DUN WAN TO TRAIN?
RUN SO SLOW STILL ONLY WANT UPPER?
AS IF U WILL RUN FASTER THERE
CAN GO UPPER BUT CANNOT DO TRAINING?
REASON?SPRAIN?
SPRAIN LIAO SHOULD NOT EVEN GO UPPER LAHZ!
CANNOT KICK GOALKICK..STILL UPPER?
KEEP LOSING STILL UPPER?
PASSION?OR ACT ENTHU?
MUST WELLX DUN TRAIN OR BETTER STILL,DUN PLAY?
I NOE U ALL WILL TINK I DAMN DULAN AND FRUSTRATED..
BUT U ALL TINK ABT IT LOR..

dead

2008-06-29T22:39:00.002+08:00

okies..this blog is alost dead..
it is now, jus waiting for it's own officially closing ceremony..haha..lazy to blog..and dun find the meaning to it..lol..so oring..life is so boring!!it is only about money and work..stupid society and life!!haha..lets wait for the closing ceremony =)

Class Gathering

2008-06-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

Sincerity Class Gathering

Class Photo
All guys with Sihui
All girls with Sihui
Me and Jason
Early ppl..lol

A no soccer Saturday..so sian lahz..haha..raining..then not enough ppl tp play soccer..haix..so went BBQ lor..class gathering..thnx to Qianling's dad to fetch us there..if not we will need to walk damn far from the bus stop we alight..phew~..so reach there around 4+..nth to do at 1st since only 7 of us reach and food was not here yet..started to take alot of photos and play games..still got forfeit de lahz..and all 3 guys got their forfeit other than me..sianz..no good lor..they can take photos with other girls..i oso wan!! =( haha..

We started fire as soon as the food was here..but no one was here yet..haha..dun care..we came early..we start early..so i can eat more..haha :P
i tink most of them came at around 7+..chit chat and take photos..like that nia..nth much lehs..but alot of jokes and craps around..of cos..since there is Christian around..haha..hey u are still as crappy as before..LOL..

everyone no much change bahs..jus that..guys who look like kids before...turn Manly and handsome..girls who are cute and adorable became prettier!Yeahs..hmmx..seems like i was travel 3 to 4 years back..enjoying secondary school life..haha..hope you guys did enjoy and wish to have more gathering!!Always keep in contact guys!

After class gathering..went back home to get car..haha..drive out..suppose to meet Eunice and YiRun..but end up..YiRun..i guess she went pub..till dunno wat happen..cant contact her..since got car liaoz..of cos..cant waste it rite..so drove Eunice to airport..then i went to meet Jason they all..eat bak kut teh and watch euro..after that..still early..but they wanted to go home liao..so i went supper again with Eunice and her frens..while the rest went home..sian lahz..haha..should not had gone for the 2nd supper..cos super boring..haha..paiseh..whining here..dun mind hor..eunice..say say nia..haha..not really sian lahz..jus tat i have got nth to chat with eunice fren..haha..ANW..Eunice..not i shag liaoz..is really..i dunno wat to tok to with ur fren..so i kept quiet..if not..u can see the activeness which i had shown it in BBQ!!LOL..

ok..should end here bahz..nth to write liaoz..tmr still need to work..A job that i have got no interest!!haix..may i start on something i like soon!! =D

Cool and non stop wkends!

2008-06-01T23:12:00.008+08:00

NON stop weekends!

FRIDAY
Work only half day and went to graduation ceremony.Nothing much for the graduation ceremony.jus receive certificates, had tea recession and took alot alot of photos!!like that nia lor.

Took cab home cause in a rush.Was my grandparents bday.when reach home, family and relative all reach liaoz.Celebration was nothing much too,jus eat,chat and look at my cute nephews!.all so cute and funny..haha..love them..too bad..dun haf their photos.

P3Q1 2008
Handsomes
D4s (short of a few!!)

Saturday

Morning standard!SOCCER!!after soccer went home rest.Went to redhill to return camera.then went clubbing.suppose to go zouk.but was too pack..so ended up at MOS!!haha.took alot of photos at MOS.We all shared and open a bottle of chivas,everyone approximately 2 cups paying $23.argh..so ex..haha..and i still need to take cab home alone!wahlao..most bo hua de!!!!OMG!!!

MgMg's fren best.go in for 1 hr.and gone.was drunk.haha.so MgMg help him get cab.haha.MgMg best lor.got kill.we dun haf.lol.some guys asked my fren:"are u dancing or standing there?"what the F$#k is that question?oh pls,ppl need to walk pass u,of cos u stop dancing to let them pass by u mah.u mean ppl wanna pass by u jus keep dancin?Think that guy only act "sut" infront of the girl.i tink he is act SUCK!CB!should teach him a lesson lahz..haha.Chuncheng..should haf lahz.u said will diao ppl..why nv?okok.that's all for saturday.

3 LTA Hunks

Trying to squeeze in!!

Sunday

Went to ECP to cycle..and i was late..sorry joanna jie jie and melissa jie jie..dun scold me pls..lol..okies..me and mel cycle,gy and jo roller blade.okies.both jie jie need time to get the momentum.haha.finally mel got it.so we all moved off.going far.til jo was tired.so both blader went back.me and mel.of cos continue the journey.go far far.as far as we can.haha.ohya.we were betting on how many times will jo fall.highest guess were 5, but too bad.it was 4.lol.when we got back,mel and jo exchange.1 blade the other cycle.thru out the whole trial.alot of accidents,eg. mel clash with a lil'girl,jo falling down and more.haha.this is funny.mel dun use bell.her bell is equal to "ARRHHH...!!"funny rite?oops.okies lahz.is cute.lol.up slope was a problem for "someone"haha.causing some big jam oh!hehe.okok..enough of ECP.

Dinner time!wanted to go to ASTON.but queue too long.so end up at "chi cha" stall.chat alot and trash tok damn loads..lol.of cos.eating time andy and gy sure use me as clown lahz..lol.say veggy can dance.same old joke for others to hear.haha.Pool was next.very "xie men", i will lose to GY,GY will lose to JO,JO will lose to ANDY and i WILL WIN ANDY!!wahaha.tis standard thru out till the last game.and poor mel jie jie..haha..dun like to play.should have said earlier.next time we shall do something we all like.

okies..my weekend ended liaoz..go slp and await for next wkend for my entry!

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO IS HAVING COMMON TEST SOON..JIAYOU!!

Hueymin's 21st bday

2008-05-25T20:57:00.004+08:00

Princess Hueymin
Prince Manfred and Princess Hueymin..hehe :)
Lots of Presents!!!
Hebe(Hueymin's dog) so cutex!!

Hueymin's 21st Bday

24th May..Hueymin!!!HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!

went to downtowneast chalet at eastcoastpark..okies..a big damn big BBQ..so damn loads of ppl that the princess got no time to eat!!lol..hmmx..when i got there..nth to do..cos like no one to chat wif except GY and my bro.but jus nice..fire jus started..so we could start eating..haha..

okies..took a few photos..and help to be hueymin's "camera man"LOL..though skill wasn't good..it was still acceptable..hehe..whenever a guest come..i will haf to take picture for each guest and her together..

hmmx..so a few of us decided to go for short nite cycling..so we rented 8 bicycles..soon after we rented those bikes..and jus nice..it is cut cake time!normal bday procedures..sing bday song for her..make her wishes..take photos with each and different group of relative and frens..then finally..of cos..distribute and eat cake lahz..lol..duh -_-..

cake was good..mango flavour ok..slurpslurp~ it was like 10+ 11 liaoz..slowly group by group left..then they started some "make frens" thingy..alloysius ,if i din get it wrongly..was intro to the girls 1st..lol..then duno why..hueymin approached me from nowhere..dotx..asked me..and intro to her frens..lol..SHY lehs..pls..lol..so paiseh..sit down there..they ask me question..i haf to answer..so er~big dotx..okies..but lucky..i was there for only awhile..and they wanted to take a cls photos..phew!haha..

Some max brenner frens..came at around like 12+ onwards..but like nth much to tok with them bahx..think age gap..lol..so was like sitting at one corner stoning..Hueymin's cousin(A.K.A ah bee jie jie) and hueymin's sis(yaya and baby) entertained me..their jokes were funny..but i jus cant laugh.dunno why..haha..maybe i dunno them well yet so mus pretend..oops :P

however..still thanks to their entertaining jokes and laughter..they seem so cheerful always and cute..haha..hueymin!!NOTE THIS for them! =)

so everyone left at i tink around 2+ or 3..so we started to cycle to joo chiat to makan..duno which shop to makan at..so anyhow go to 1..not very nice lehs..ate the murtabak..taste not bad..but jus too chewy..machiam like chewy gum lahz..so reach back chalet at around 5..then shower liao..start opening PRESENTS!!wow..damn loads..nice present and cool stuff..WOW WOW..hope i will haf it next yr..haha..

okies..lucky i did stay over and did not went home wif my bro and GY..if not russel and manfred..i think they will haf a hard time to return bicycles liaoz..haha..

LASTLY..HUEYMIN!!HOPE U LIKE THE PRESENT HORX..AND HOPE U DID ENJOY!! =)

Tuesdays

2008-05-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

WORK WORK..haix..tired of it..why cant i haf a job that i love it..no point to work on something u dun like it..working suppose to be fun and enjoyable..so ppl would work to their fullest and at the same time,earn a living..he world would be a more perfec place tis way =)

aniway..today after work went to plaza singapura wif my brotherz(Desmond,glendon,andy,guiyuan and eugene)..ate carls junior as dinner..not nice lahz..the famous star burger..sianz..and not full..so i kope others fries to eat..lol..and thnx to glendon and guiyuan..adding so much salt and pepper..lol..BUT I LIKE IT..haha..after dinner, went to watch what happen in vegas..nice lehs..Funny,lovin and crazy..lol..rate 4 star to it..love the part where he say they have been rob,but the robber only took away the door..LOL..after movie..had soy beancurd at kovan..tok alot of crazy trash talking..lol..tink i m too stress and tired of the boring working lifestyle..that's why felt so relief and being so crazy when met my broz..LOL =)

Tis few wks..so stress that i am ack to my thinking alot mindset..keep thinking of alot of things..like work,future and GIRLS!!lol..NONONO!!i mus learn and get back to my stop anyhow thinking mindset..dun keep think rubbish..lol =) okies.. shall work towards it!! now..get back to sort out my musics :P

Spiderman

2008-05-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Spiderman, Spiderman,

Does whatever a spider can

Spins a web, any size,

Catches thieves just like flies

Look Out! Here comes the Spiderman.

Is he strong?

Listen bud,

He's got radioactive blood.

Can he swing from a thread

Take a look overhead

Hey, there

There goes the Spiderman.

In the chill of night

At the scene of a crime

Like a streak of light

He arrives just in time.

Spiderman, Spiderman

Friendly neighborhood Spiderman

Wealth and fame

He's ingnored

Action is his reward.

To him, life is a great big bang up

Whenever there's a hang up

You'll find the Spider man.

sentosa

2008-05-05T00:41:00.004+08:00

Saturday, went out wif hueymin, manfred, hueyhuey and her frens..alot of differences between going out wif them and going out wif soccer clique to sentosa..
1stly..they meet early..but soccer frens say meet 9..end up at 11+..LOL
2ndly..they are not as active as soccer group..soccer frens can play like crazy til no end..but is for soccer and volleyball
alot alot more lahz..haha..dunno how to say

ytd we played volleyball,soccer and the most unexpected.."SUMO" WRESTLING
volleyball was nth..jus hit around lor..cos we all dunno how to play..
soccer..play 2 to 3 matches..anyhow play lahz..as long as we all enjoy..lol..took some fotos but pics wif hueyhuey's fren..so dunno will i get it not..went to enjoy swimming or should i say soakin in the sea..haha..see hebe swim..so cute lahz..btw hebe is hueymin's dog..hehe..so cute..and adorable..wahaha..wrestling was so rough..lol..but funny and enjoyed..and realise alot ppl look at us..especially tourist..haha

after sentosa..hueyhuey's fren all left..so the rest who is me,hueymin and hueyhuey headed to their house..ordered kfc for our lunch..lack at hueymin's house til manfred end work..then met him for ironman..

ironman was not bad..quite funny and cool..favourite part would be the cool flying of the ironman..when testing it..rate it 4 star bahx..okies..nth to blog liaoz..takecares guys!! =) hehe

Field Match

2008-04-12T20:19:00.005+08:00

Pasir Ris Cres match

LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES

LOST Battle

Derrick'c Fren Vs. Minor

7 : 4

Scorer:

Qing Long : 2 goals

Elmer : 2 goals

Best Play(to be updated):

Nick : Instant vote(too obvious)

Elmer : 5

Desmond : 1

Weifeng : 1

Worst Play(to be updated):
Derrick : 3

Alex : 4

injury i had:

On my left hip skin pealed off

knee to my head

Thing i need to buck up:

GOALKICK!!

COMMUNICATION

eg. shouting defends and call for ball

HANDLING the ball

Save i like:

Diving to left on air

Slap away the ball over the crossbar